help me!

okay.
actually.
I have difficulties in writing.
Since a year ago.After the trial exams.
But now it's getting WORSE!
The images below show the differences.before and after.

early2007

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2008

yeah.it gets really sloppy..it feels hard to grip the pen..uneven styles of holding the pen..feeling pain when writing..uneven letters..cannot write straight n neatly...unable to control the hand..and i would write very slow..(bout 10 minutes for only five lines!)(one page(1mukasurat)?bout 1 hour or sometimes more than that!)

and one day before the spm exam
i'm only practising my writing back!
(macam budak tadika balik)


and what i got from the internet is : -

A mixture of upper/lower case letters, irregular letter sizes and shapes, unfinished letters, struggle to use writing as a communications tool, odd writing grip, many spelling mistakes (sometimes), pain when writing, decreased or increased speed of writing and copying, talks to self while writing, muscle spasms in the arm and shoulder (sometimes in the rest of the body), inability to flex (sometimes move) the arm (creating an L like shape), and general illegibility. Reluctance or refusal to complete writing tasks. - symptoms of dys*******

Hence, with right hemisphere lesions, particularly right temporal-parietal injuries, words and letters will not be properly formed and aligned even when copying. Patients may have difficulty writing sentences in a straight line, and/or letters may be slanted at abnormal angles. In some cases the writing may be reduced to an illigible scrawl. .

same kan??

"OUCH!"

and I have done some research on the net...
and there are about 15diseases which have this symptom..whether it is about nerves or muscle
(just now i remembered.i had some muscle injuries on both arms time archery last year)
a ah la...
so what actually is it??
help me (T.T)
yela2..i should do a checkup kn..
huhu..ok la..~
huu..