the key

Salam

Love is the key to escape from the darkness
So please stay and be my sunshine, will you?


If you love someone, set them free
if they don't come back, they never were
But if they come back, they're YOURS; TAKE IT, DON'T LEAVE IT EVER AGAIN!

-original quote by Richard Bach, added value by the blog owner-

wassalam~

incomplete

Salam

at last, after one year,
one complete family, seven of us including nilam.

but it won't last too long,
only for 15 days.



then another one will leave.



when we're getting older, things will not be the same like when we're young.


sometimes we hope that time flies slower, so that we can treasure each moment together,
but it won't happen, because time always fly so fast, so close your eyes and wish that the time flies faster, and hope that we can treasure more in the future.


so do appreciate every moment in our life, especially with our loved ones. :)


wassalam~

(p/s : can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i really could use a wish right now ;) )

lagi sekali 20 julai

Salam

like usual, this is the 3rd year.
the 3rd birthday wish for my favourite guy :)

pejam celik pejam celik, sekejap je masa berlalu.
masa mula-mula kenal dulu, umur masih muda lagi kanak-kanak ribena, 20 tahun tapi muka macam budak sekolah. kalau tak memang kita takkan kenal la. HAHA.

tapi tak lama lepas tu,
21...22...

and now, 23!

masa terbang dengan begitu cepat. macam kelajuan cahaya. lagi laju daripada kelajuan bunyi dan
shinkansen.

maka secara tak langsung,
ini bermaksud awak sudah tua. tahniah diucapkan. ;p


semoga panjang umur,
agar awak sempat bertemu jodoh dengan gadis yang terbaik pernah awak jumpa ;p

semoga murah rezeki,
supaya awak dapat kumpul duit untuk bayar hantaran yang sekarang makin mahal. ;p

semoga sihat selalu,
supaya orang yang selalu berjangkit dengan awak bila awak sakit tu dapat hidup sihat jugak ;p


tahun ni surat tak panjang, sebab saya malas nak taip. nanti menyampah orang lain nak baca. kan korang??

jadi saya letak video clip pula ;

i tahu ini sungguh jiwang. senyap ah korang. HAHA.

finally 10 days ended!
welcome home dear ;)

ok the end
wassalam~

(p/s: awak, i want my gee gee gee gee baby baby back! miss her a lot! :( )

tadi makan rojak buah, jadi entri pun jadi rojak.

Salam

when i post more than one entry per day,
that means i'm really under pressure.

3 more days, please hurry! :(

told you, i'm not as strong as the last 2 years.
and i don't know how I'm going to survive for the next 3 years.


***********


well, that day me and my new friend talked about life in overseas.
he bet that I will gain AT LEAST 5kg in 3 years time, which I really hope that it won't come true.

these 7 days of non stop working gave me a really good impact, a major loss of 2kg in a very short period of time. based on the weight loss, now you can expect how hard and tiring our job is. I even got my muscles back, which is a big yayy of course. A good way to have a great body figure is to lose more fat percentage, and gain more muscle mass. - credits to cleo for the info.

oh, and sorry for not adding any pictures during my trip there, currently my baby is far away in india, but I managed to snap one using my phone :

by the sea in Kota Kinabalu.

again, another rojak entry. i'm trying to distract myself. MUST-HAVE-TO. T___T
oh yes, currently the owl necklaces are in stock, so grab one while stock lasts! ^^

the end.
wassalam~

fun but not fun

Salam

broadcasting live from kuching, sarawak.

sitting in front of tv watching final world cup in the living room with a lengchai who's already fell asleep. oh, we're not staying in the same room, just that this place is a service apartment. so don't think anything merepek okayy.

saya sokong paul. tak pun team referee. HAHA.

kamu pula bagaimana?

bye.

wassalam

(p/s : less than 24 hours without you is not good for me. these next 8 days is going to be bad for me. then the next 9 days are going to kill me. please time, fly faster then ever, that's all i can hope for. imy badly la budak mamai! :( plus please take care of my baby elok-elok or else i'm really going to die. HAHA )

soft reminder

Salam

based on a true story . . .


one sunny day, i asked my dearest,

Do you have any idea how to solve this problem?

and he answered,

Sometimes in life, you have to solve certain problems on your own. From there you can learn new things, new lessons. That's how life goes on. It's a learning process. You learn from your mistakes and try not to do it again.

and i replied,

Yes, got it. I've learnt my lesson now.

******************************

a simple answer, yet very meaningful. especially for a girl like me, still learning what's right and what's wrong, and usually i ended up doing wrong things. my bad. :(

conclusion, there are certain things that you have to solve on your own. it's your life and you have the rights to make your own decision. if you keep asking people how to solve your problems, then when will you ever learn how to stand up on your own feet?

but I'm referring to CERTAIN problems only. what kind of problems? one day, you will know about it. every people will encounter different ones. so do keep these matters in your mind.

but hey, it's not a crime asking people's opinion. in fact, you can think about their opinions and conclude the best solution for your problem.

and for this post, I'm not pointing to anyone except ME.
I'm posting this to remind myself. When you write back something that's in your mind, you will remember it more than ever :)




ERR. WHY SO SERIOUS?? HAHA.

rileks ah. tau lah entri ni tak ada unsur komedi langsung macam entri-entri yang lain.

bila bosan main benda ni

anyway thanks for emailing the game awak. It's so cute when you treat me like I'm a primary school kid. don't worry, i understand your busy-ness. and you understand my boring-ness. at least you left something for me when you are not around. ;p

and it's even cuter when you still don't understand the letters aiiiemmwaii. comel betul HAHA.

cute, cuter. and cutest? of course I'm the cutest. HAHA. ;p

ok lari dulu sebelum kena attack. HARHAR

wassalam~

it's all about you

Salam

i don't know what to say anymore, speechless perhaps. ;p
thank you my dearest girlfriend, Cik Ieda for the lovely post and for being a great stalker. ;p

and dearest tissue guy, thank you for the wonderful day.

with that, our very first picture of us together after known each other for 27 months and 27 days ;

Nur Hafiz & Nur Farah Ani

We last met one day before my semester starts, and we met again one day after semester ends.
And this is our 8th meeting. Just EIGHT including the first moment we met. And out of that 8 meetings, the total hours spent together is less than 48 hours.

We don't care.

It's not about how many times you called. how often you met. how much sms you sent . how much you spent your time for that person.

As long as love is still blooming in our hearts, we know that the person still cares about us. And that's how our relationship goes on. :)

He's 3 years older than me, from kedah, 180cm tall, graduated as an electrical engineer last year and currently working with western digital. There you go. A complete profile. So stop gossiping nonsense things about him ok? ;p

Being with someone older than me is one of the biggest advantage ever. There's a huge gap in mentality between my peer guy friends and him. I admit, he's the coolest and the most understanding guy I've ever met. Very different with my peer guy friends. Totally different!

Whenever I had problems, he never disappointing me.
I love the way he advices me, the way he guides me, the way teaches me lessons in life. He made me think better. He made me be more mature.

That's why i chose him.
He's my prince charming.
He came into my life like a fairytale, and i hope it will end with "happily ever after.."

Thank you my dearest. I promise, i'll always be with you , InsyaAllah kalau ada jodoh ;)

cukup membebel. family dah ok, girlfriends pun dah ok, jom kahwin bang? HAHAHA. XD
ahh, belajar belum habis, ada hati pulak. T___T

hidup ini sekejap aje, kena enjoy single life puas-puas dulu. kan? ;p
habis study, baru la fikir. masa study ni tak payah nak menggatal. buat tambah masalah aje.

ok, esok nak pergi btn sampai 14hb. maka selamat tinggal.
fullstop.
wassalam~

(p/s: told you, 2 weeks kan sekejap aje. seminggu btn pun sekejap aje jugak. ;p hihi. pangkah kosong! ;))

and i hope i won't get any papercut this time.

Salam

say hello to final exams!

i dreamt of something WONDERFUL early this semester, and i hope that dream will come true!
as long as i put a lot of effort into it.
insyaAllah ;)

and my friends, ALL THE BEST! :)

wassalam

(p/s : tissue guy dearest, 2 weeks is not that long. be patient ok? ;p pangkah kosong! ;))

menarik balik kenyataan.

Salam

maka dengan ini saya menarik balik kenyataan mengenai borang calon suami yang kononnya bakal dikeluarkan secara umum 3 atau 4 tahun lagi.

sebab saya nak borang tu khas untuk orang tu sahaja ;)


my favourite guy, you know you have all that criteria.


i'll wait for you if you are willing to wait for me.

Mr. Nur Hafiz Ismail, please, will you?

and i know you will ;)

euw.euw. GELINYA. awat che jiwang sangat nih?? HAHA.

anyway,

sedih, piala FA kedah kalah. T___T
ahh mentang-mentang rita rudaini datang stadium, terus negeri sembilan menang kan.


eh, dengar cerita real madrid nak datang Malaysia. betul ke?
kalau si comel kaka tak turun, i nak bomb stadium. HAHA.

fullstop.
wassalam~

(note : rasanya esok naik jerawat. asyik menggatal je kerja. HAHA.oh ya sangat suka melihat sepupu tersayang sedang excited menghitung hari nak bertunang kat facebook.sabar naa.3 more weeks to go sis! ^__^)

ciri-ciri menantu idaman

Salam

semalam si gadis berbicara tentang jodoh bersama ibunya tersayang.

anak gadis tunggal dalam keluarga, semestinya ibu bapa mahukan anak kesayangan mereka ini mendapat bakal suami yang terbaik.

si gadis seorang yang akur dengan nasihat ibu bapanya.
maka berikut merupakan ciri-ciri menantu idaman mereka ;

1)Beragama Islam dan elok peribadinya.

2) Mesti lebih tua daripada si gadis. Sebaya dilarang sama sekali. Nanti sama-sama tak matang kata mereka. Tapi bukanlah tua sangat sampai nampak macam bapak dan anak. Tak patut sekali. HAHA.

3) Mempunyai pekerjaan tetap dan stabil. Sudah mampu menyara keluarga. Mempunyai wang simpanan yang mencukupi. Boleh belanja mertuanya makan setiap minggu. HAHA.

4) Ketinggian lebih daripada si gadis. Minimum 175cm memandangkan tinggi si gadis 160cm. Sebab mereka tahu si gadis suka pakai kasut tinggi-tinggi. HAHA.

5) Bukan anak bongsu. Sebab mereka kata manja dan tak berapa pandai nak berdikari. Melainkan dia dapat buktikan walaupun dia anak bongsu, tapi pemikiran tetap seperti anak sulung, maka boleh diambil kira lah kot?

6) Mahu orang jauh. Baru ada feel nak berebut balik kampung masa raya. HAHA.

7) Kalau mampu, siapa mahu jadi BMW di hati ibu bapa i, dia haruslah menyediakan kereta BMW sebagai hantaran perkahwinan. HAHA. acah aje. we're not that materialistic ok.

8) Harus berani untuk bermesra bersama ibu bapa serta adik beradik i. Kelulusan adik beradik si gadis yang terdiri daripada 3 orang hero amatlah penting. The only one ipar lelaki haruslah ngam bersama mereka.

ya, 3 hero utama.

Maka, dalam tempoh masa 3 atau 4 tahun akan datang, konsep best man wins akan diambil kira oleh ibu bapa i. Setiap calon haruslah mengisi borang di samping menyediakan resume. Ini serius. bukan main-main.

Kemudian perlu melalui interview bersama juri-juri terhebat - ibu bapa serta hero-hero mereka. Siapa cepat dia dapat. Dan siapa yang memenuhi kriteria-kriteria di atas mempunyai potensi besar untuk berjaya. Maka sila bekerja keras. HAHA.

Bagi si gadis, kalau ibu bapa dah suka, maka si gadis pun akan automatik suka. Percaya atau tidak dari dahulu lagi, jika ada lelaki mahu berkawan rapat dengan si gadis, si gadis akan meminta kebenaran ibunya dahulu. Jika dia kata no, maka tidak lah jawabnya. Jika dia kata go on, maka boleh diteruskan berkawan. si gadis memang mendengar kata.

Sekarang si gadis dah malas nak fikir.

Maka siapa yang dah mula berangan nak isi borang tu segeralah berbaik-baik dengan ibu bapa si gadis. sebelum orang lain potong line. kang melepas baru padan muka. HAHA.

Kepada bakal suamiku yang saya tak tahu pun siapa dia, sila ambil perhatian tentang perkara-perkara di atas.

Yang ikhlas,

Bakal isterimu yang rajin menolak troli masa beli barang dapur.

Kalau bakal suami mahu perkenalkan saya kepada ibu bapanya, tolonglah hantar gambar ini ok? Nampak rajin sikit di mata bakal mertua walaupun sebenarnya tak berapa nak rajin. HAHAHA.

nampaknya lepas ni si gadis harus perbanyakkan list koleksi masak-memasak gadis di bahagian kanan blog sebagai bukti dalam resume untuk bakal mertua kelak.

fullstop.
wassalam~

bila dah jatuh hati dengan orang hot.

Salam

pesanan penaja ;
fine, malam ni i dah sihat. suka hati i la nak kecoh pun. blog i pun suka hati la i nak membebel apa-apa pun. yang you pun sama kuat membebel apa kes? kan padan muka dah kena i membebel non-stop. siapa suruh cari pasal kan i dah membebel lagi kat blog ni. biaq pi la padan muka hang tuah hang jebat hang lekir hang lekiu hang kasturi. ehh awat kluaq slang kedah pulak. HAHAHAHA.

oh yes, not to forget kami dah jatuh cinta kat christian bale ;

hot gila kosong

hot gila satu


hot gila dua


hot gila tiga


hot gila empat


hot gila lima


hot gila enam


hot gila tujuh


hot gila lapan

and my favourite ;

hot gila sembilan


hot gila sepuluh

buat muka busuk pun tetap hot gila. HAHA.
oh ya, credits to falcounderground for the images.

cukup cuci mata, jom study fluid.

wassalam~

(note : terima dua panggilan dari orang berbeza yang berbeza reaksinya. jangan sampai aku berubah hati satu hari nanti.)

mimpi tak semanis gula.

Salam

beberapa hari lepas saya mimpi.
tidak semanis gula.
tidak semanis susu pekat.
tapi sepahit dark chocolate.
atau sebenarnya lebih pahit dari kopi tanpa coffeemate.

nightmare, orang putih cakap.

lagi sedih kalau melibatkan orang yang kita sayang,
dah la nightmare, rasa sedih sangat macam nak mati.

tapi sangat best jugak bila akhirnya nightmare itu tamat bila orang yang tersayang yang menjadi mangsa dalam nightmare tersebut pergi buat panggilan kejut bangun subuh.

rasa lega yang teramat sangat. bila dengar suara dia, tahu dia selamat, dan mimpi itu sememangnya tipu durjana mainan syaitan untuk saya tidak bangun subuh.


terima kasih wahai pemanggil kesayangan.


semoga nightmare itu tak akan menjadi kenyataan.



ah syaitan, kau goda manusia dengan pelbagai cara kan?
benci betul.

Ya Allah kuatkanlah aku dan kawan-kawanku.

fullstop.
wassalam~

jimmy ah-chooo!

Salam

since yesterday i sneezed quite a lot and my throat began to sore.
luckily my antibody still standing strong.


i won. you lose. :P


i'm not your twin to fall ill at the same time with you, but i can't help it.
maybe because we have chemistry. or make it electricity or mechanicalicity. since both of us took engineering. HAHA. :P

get well soon and take care my dear tissue guy ;)

wassalam~

sediakan gayung sebelum muntah.

Salam

awal-awal pagi lagi sudah kena morning call. ah. ingat macam zaman sekolah dulu-dulu ke setiap pagi ada morning call lepas tu kumpul kat dataran ramai-ramai baca doa lepas tu blahblahblah apa lagi tah. ok itu dulu. sekarang mungkin tak ada perkumpulan tak ada baca doa tapi blahblahblah tetap ada. err. kidding je awak jangan marah. HAHA.

tapi saya tetap suka kalau awak buat morning call walaupun hakikatnya awak membebel sebab saya ni pemalas. tapi bila bangun lepas tu seharian mood saya akan gembira serta berbunga-bunga. HAHA. euw.euw. jiwang. geli betul. uwek!

maka sebab saya seorang yang baik malah mendengar nasihat awak sebab itu saya bangun jugak dan buat benda berfaedah seperti yang awak suruh tadi seperti mengupdate blog.

dan oleh itu saya akan mengrevealkan kewujudan awak dalam blog ini ;

hai abang hensem. cantik betul rambut you. WAKAKAKA. XD

fine i curi gambar dia kat facebook tapi peduli apa. boleh kan awak?? ;) HAHA.

sekian, thanks for making my day. everyday.
i think i'm falling for you more day by day dear. ;)

euw.jiwangnya.BLUEK!BLUEK!
ok nak study.
bye

fullstop.
wassalam~

(p/s : saya memang hot pun. tengok la girl siapa jugak. HAHA.pangkah kosong ;))

one,single word.

Salam

*MERAJUK*



T_________T

betul lah awak cakap, saya memang akan post ni dalam blog.
congratulations,
guess you knew me well enough. ;) HAHA.

hey my all single ladies, let's rock our saturday!! XD

not to forget, our cupcakes day tomorrow! ;)

fullstop.
wassalam~

(p/s : budak degil, sila paksa diri anda untuk makan ubat sebelum pihak berkuasa menjalankan tindakan selanjutnya.sekian harap maklum.)

nak patung elmo

Salam

since semua orang nak beremo-emo, i malas nak emo. nanti jadi elmo pulak. oh i don't watch sesame street tapi i suka birdie kuning tu sebab dia comel gila kot. dah la leher panjang macam giraffe.

tak macam teddy jijiey i yang rupa dan colour macam giraffe tapi leher pendek dan perut buncit macam lembu. ok sekarang i rindu kat pemberi jijiey iaitu cikgu murni dan sir saiful masa form 5. comel kan cikgu i bagi teddy? kan? kan? tak payah tunggu boyfriend bagi. maka sila jeles sekarang sebab saya ada cikgu yang best.HAHAHA.

cukup.

ok baru habis introduction.

cerita hari ini nak tunjuk ni aje :

bila kanak-kanak dapat sticker, aino menjadi mangsa.

ok, tak mencerminkan keperibadian serta kematangan langsung. HAHA. well at least i admit sometimes that i'm kinda childish. umur nak masuk dua puluh perangai macam sepuluh tahun.

and that's why i need someone older than me to help me out.to teach me.to guide me ;)
and to bully me,sometimes. T___T . HAHA.

and lucky me to have a 23-year-old man in my life since 792 days ago and still counting.

and today is the lucky 2 years 2 months and 2 days.
thank you dear wolfram alpha sebab tolong kirakan. HAHA

fine i tipu i cakap taknak emo tapi ni pun dah macam nak emotional. ok cepat bagi saya patung elmo sekarang. T_____T

ok itu aje. tata.

wassalam~

(p/s : pangkah kosong awak. looking forward for this saturday ;) )

my BMW

Salam

my dearest tissue guy,

i want you to be my BMW.

and i know you will. ;)

we started like a fairytale, and i hope it will end like a fairytale too. ;)

fullstop.
wassalam~

(p/s : you are the coolest dear!i promise, i will study hard and harder and hardest! pangkah kosong! ;) )

because i'm a girl.

Salam

"Love looks through a telescope; envy, through a microscope"
Josh Billings

jealousy, i hate you. :(
why does a girl easily gets jealous with something silly?

blame the hormones.

fullstop.
wassalam~

budak sepet, i miss you.

Salam
let's observe the growth of my little sister, Nur Nilamsari (and me too if you would like to see my changes :p);

2006












2007

2008

2009

she's growing up so fast. don't you think?
or is it the time flew that fast?? which made me older faster of course.
T____T

hey budak sepet gossipgirl, i miss you.
baru dua minggu tak jumpa dah nak emo. T____T

eh, awak yang saya dah tak jumpa sebulan lebih tu, tak pulak saya rindu kan?
atau mungkin saya tak ada masa nak rindu awak kot. HARHAR.
ah, pembohong gila. T__T

entah apa-apa aje.

anyway, Happy 24th Birthday Abalong! :)

fullstop.
wassalam~

(p/s : whenever i miss you i will listen to the second song that you gave to me.kalau tak ingat bukak sent items email u on 26/02/08 EH GEDIK GILA I CAKAP MACAM NI CANCEL BALIK LA HAHA.)

pengakuan tak berani mati.

Salam.

since you guys kept gossiping about who is my so called "mr boyfie" , so i'm gonna tell you guys about it.

here he is ;

hello abang remy!

fine. i tipu.
tapi kenapa mesti letak gambar remy ishak? kenapa tidak fizo omar? mahupun david amurugam?
sebabnya kami aje yang tahu. HAHA.

i think it's better for you guys not to know him.
i do talk a lot about him in this blog,
but i prefer to keep his identity as a secret.

orang biasanya secretkan dari family dan beritahu kawan-kawan dahulu. tapi saya terbalik pula. my family knew about us since years ago but i kept it as a secret within friends. comel tak? tak comel sudah. HAHA.

anyway, tak sangka korang kuat bergosip kan! guys pun sama aje dengan girls! XD

dah. korang, jom siapkan assignments!

fullstop.
wassalam~

(p/s : awak, you don't mind kan? lately i don't know why i kept writing about you. i just want to make you smile when you read my blog at night after busy working during daylight. and the main reason why i started to blog 2 years ago is because of you. until now, still blogging because of you, sebab i tau you takkan tahan kalau i membebel kat you. that's why i need a blog untuk i membebel. HAHA.plus i love writing rather than talking,and i think the number of words i wrote to you is more than i talked to you kan?;) )