new gripping style

Salam....

huhu.
sekarang boleh la jugak tulis dengan tangan kanan.tapi ada cara grip yang tertentu la...
tangan kiri boleh aje.tapi lambat nak tulis & sakit tangan
tapi nak tau apa persamaannye?
bila tulis byk2, pakai tangan kiri atau kanan ke pun...dua2 tangan rasa sakit...
tangan kiri..sakitnye lebih tertumpu dekat bahagian bahu tu..sebab dulu pun time memanah pernah sakit kat situ..n coach kate bila saya depa tangan,(angkat tangan straight ke sisi)tulang tangan x masuk kat soket tulang bahu tu. (tah.camne tah die tau..die kate maybe dari lahir..)
tangan kanan pulak...jari dah cepat kebas n cramp..

kadang2 rasa nak praktis menulis pakai kaki aje.hahaha.
nak siat roti canai pakai tangan kanan pun dah susah semacam aje..
hehehe....
tapi alhamdulillah tangan kanan dah makin kuat sikit la berbanding hari tu...

wat tuto chemistry.

grip pensel antara jari manis dengan jari kelingking

humm...
sekarang ni kalau ada kuiz atau exam..
ckg akan bagi masa lebih...
buat kat tempat yang terasing daripada kawan2 yang lain..
kat bilik guru la..
kalau nak buat assignment pakai comp...macam lagi susah aje..
maths kalau tulis nombor tuh x susah sangat
chemistry pun sekarang organic chem banyak lukis2 structure..boleh aje dengan bantuan pembaris...
physics pun nombor2 je jugak...
english...ade la sikit2..setakat ni takde assignment esei lagi..
takpe2.
selagi ku mampu menulis,selagi itu la akan ku cuba!
chaiyok2!
;D

yang tempat operate pulak...parut dah mula timbul..kdg2 merah..
aduh.kena pantang balik la..huhuhu...
takpe2....
nanti2 baik lah tu....

setakat ni je lah kot...
wassalam~

tag sekali lagi~

tag.tag.tag.tag

1.Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
familia.friends ;D

2. Apakah benda terakhir yang anda beli dengan wang sendiri?
pensel tekan.ngehehe (asek rosak shj.geram2.haishh)

3. Dimanakah tempat impian perkahwinan anda?
tempat impian.tiada kot.rumah aje la.. =p

4. Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan anda akan berkekalan?
-

5. Adakah anda sedang di lamun cinta?
yup! sama familia n kawan2! ;))

6. Dimanakah restoran terakhir anda makan malam?
um.entah.dah lama x pegi restoran.dewan selera sudahh...

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang anda beli?
chemistry matrix textbook sem2..kot..hehe

8. Apakah nama penuh anda?
Nur Farah Ani binti Wan Hassan

9. Anda lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
dua2

10. Namakan seseorang yang anda ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?
tiada.kot.

11. Christina atau Britney?
dua2 xmo.hehe

12. Adakah anda mencuci pakaian anda sendiri?
kolej,sudah tentu.rumah..kak su ade..hehe

13. Tempat yang paling seronok anda mahu pegi?
entahlah.

14. Pelukan atau ciuman?
pelukan.dari mama n kawan2 perempuan saya yang terchinta.hihi~

15. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag anda
*oh.sempoi (ye kot.hihi =p)
*kadang2 sama2 gila juga.(hakhak.aku pn same juge)
*golo (haishh..x tau lah kenapa =p)
*suka bercakap. (hehe)
*budak akaun bagus! (ahaha.aku je dak akaun yang sesat g amek engineering)

16. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai
*makanan. (yelahh..kalau tidak mcm mana nak hidup =P)
*barangan elektronik
*chocs.oh.(ahha.kinder bueno yg bentuk telur tu pn favvy jugak ;p)
*duit oh duit ;D (ohh.bkn materialistik yea)
*musica
(ahh.tiade idea mawu senarai lagi)


17. 8 perkataan yang sering di ucapkan
*ohh...
*aha
*ermm...camne yer
*eh?
*syikin..ko rase kan...(aha.conservation dalam bilik)
*hihi~
*taktau2! (haha.org sunderland la yang selalu kena ni =P)
*eh..takpe2



18. 8 buah buku yang paling terbaru di baca (magazines also can?)
*Al-Quranul Karim & surah yaasin..alhamdulillah..(leh kira tak?)
*SK027 chemistry sem 2
*kitab physics for college n university yang tebal+berat mlampau tuh
*disco book n pop art book ku.(memori lama.hehe)
*chicken soup for the college soul

19. 9 lagu yang boleh saya dengar berulang kali
*konayuki - remioromen
*fall for you -secondhand serenade
*3 gatsu 9 ka - remioromen
*bye2 - mariah carey (tak taulah kenapa.hehe)
*yang lain biasa2 shj kot

20. 8 perkara saya pelajari tahun lalu
lorhh...
*BM
*BI
*Maths
*Add Maths
*Physics
*Sejarah
*Accounts
*Chemistry!
(same aje ngan mel)

21. Mangsa tag seterusnya
*abalong
*abangah
*ladyshy
*zaty nordin

mood : sihat dan bersemangat!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

alhamdulillah,hari ni moodku sangat sihat2 dan bersemangat semenjak pulang ke kolej setelah mc sekian lama tempoh hari.wawawa.belajar pun seronok.dah lama tak terasa sihat begini kat kolej (kalau sebelum ni..kat kolej..macam payah aje berbanding kat rumah : seperti yang dinyatakan dalam posts2 yang sebelumnya.

Pagi hari ini dimulakan dengan perjumpaan bersama timbalan pengarah,encik asmadi.
aish.kagum la sama beliau.
sangat2 optimistik! dan bersemangat!
tempoh hari sewaktu jumpa beliau pun mase nak cerita tentang semua2 yg terjadi hari itu pun beliau sangat2 memahami..
huuu...

yela.sebelum jd timbalan pengarah kat kmkn,dulu beliau ni kaunselor kat kolej mara kulim.
ade la beliau mengingatkan kembali kenapa kita semua nih ada kat sini..
dengan pengumuman cuti raya haji.
raya haji WAJIB balik..dari 4hb petang..dan boley balik kolej balik 10hb..
kesian rakan-rakan sabahan.mereka mau tido di mana la sepanjang tu
aisshhhh...sudah la 15hb sudah mula final!
agagaga..seram!

lepas tu.masa english bersama miss syafeeza.
semalam kami ada tonton movie spanish.
tajuknya : coward
dalam spanish apebende tah.
lepas tuh dah la bende yang dah di translate tu asek ade perkataan2 tak sepatutnya.
teacher siap cakap
"change the word f.*.*.k with f.l.o.w.e.r tau!"
hahahaha
then the next dialog
keluar lagi word tu
so budak2 nih tuka la.
jadi camni :
"what the flowering.s**t u are talking about!"
hahahaha.(bukan tujuan untuk mencarut ya.sebagai pedoman sahaja.don't try this at home.didiklah generasi muda kita dengan perkataan yang sopan ;D )

so tadi kena buat workgroup discuss n jawab soalan about movie semalam.
sekali lagi.awe ngan safwan ajak saye n syeda satu grup dengan diorang.
buat3.dah jawab.macam biase.si we buat lawak apebende tah.
macam2 tol die nih!

then lecture maths.aish.seronok topik ni.
lebih kurang macam topik spm dulu.
probability distribution.
lepas tu masa tuto chemistry
ckg shahir tak masuk.
suruh siapkan kerja tuto..
so hantar la yang projek website html dengan ana,aina ngan hmm (ala.yg duluuuu punya!!post mase awal bulan 9 kot)
so lepak2 sama teacher mardziyah.
and dia nak call auntie fadilah.
nak tanya about computer books for our library.
sambil2 tu dia bagi la saye cakap dengan auntie kejap...

then dia cakap.kalau bosan dok kat kuala nerang tu,call aje dia.nanti dia datang bawak pi rumah dia kat jitra tu.
umm.tengoklah kalau free bolehlah kot.
tak jumpa pun beliau lagi lepas operate hari tu...

then tengok ckg shahir tengah sibuk2 sikit.banyak kerja (memandangkan meja beliau opposite meja teacher mardziyah)
then teacher cakap la...
mase saye takde..
ckg shahir selalu cerita about me..
masa dulu2...masa kat mersing dulu...
dia cakap...
dulu farah kecik aje lagi..rendah aje...
sekarang dah sama tinggi dengan cikgu...
lepas tu ape tah lagi..
dah besar sekarang..
huhuhu

waktu tuto maths.
g psp.
ckgu roslan datang.
tapi kami tak buat apa2 pun.
lepak kat area sofa tempat baca newspaper lagi tu.
bual3 aje kerja.
petang lepas lunch.
ade lecture chemistry.
dah masuk arene@benzene.
uish.mechanism organic chem nih payah lew..
huhuhu.tapi ckg wat quiz stail open book.selamat.tapi openbook pun...tah leh jwb ke idak...kena fhm tol2 la.

petang.siapkan tuto physics.
aish.
kawan2 lain nak pergi main basketball!!
nak ikutt!!!!!!
tp DILARANG KERAS nmpknya oleh mereka.
isk3.yela2...
xpe..dah sihat tol2 nnt nak maen puas2! hehe

huu.hari yang sangat selesa hari ini
=)

wallahualam.
wassalam~

(p/s : dear orang sunderland,jgn marah yer tentang gambar di cameron yang sepasang putih saye dengan hmm tu yer.kami kawan biasa sahaja..hihi~ ;P)

good luck kawan2!

hari ni.
bangun pagi.
aduhh.sakit bertambah-tambah sakit.
baru puasa 2 jam diorang dah suruh buka puasa.
kena la.baru boleh makan painkiller.
sakit belakang maa..
sebab travel semalam kot.tu yang sakit2 badan.

awal2 pagi lagi.
dapat sms from doyon.
"Arini aq exam..huhu..takut..wish me luck..Doakan aq yer?"

so reply..
"k.lek2.leh wat punye! chaiyok2!! Insyaallah leh wat nyer! amin.. ^_~"

ahh.doyon.
ex roomate waktu di mersing dahulu.
rindu aku sama kau.
tahun ni tak datang bermalam lagi di rumah aku.
tidak berkesempatan..
bila kita mau marathon tgk dvd korea lagi?
'amoi' pun sudah hampir hujung2 nyawa.nak charge pun kadang2 tak betul juga
kau ambil lah hyun-bin kesayanganmu itu.
abiey pula dengan hanny danny (betul ke ejaan ni?) yang kachak itu.
mira juga excited melihat korang berdua excited.
aku pula.blur.tiada ekspresi sewaktu menonton padahal dalam hati menjerit2.kot.
haha!

artwork kau masa kita sama2 glass painting kat rumah aku pun ada lagi.
dolphin aku outline n kau yang colourkan.hehe.yang itu kau bawak balik rumah.
yang paling tak tahan sepanjang minggu spm lah taun lepas.
setiap kali habis exam,dalam bilik.
mesti pasang lagu keronoko tango n maria.
haha.
kelakar2.
aduh.miss kenangan waktu sekolah dulu.
hazirah n sarah juga.
hihi~

tag

rules : no tagging back!

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
balas balik la.biar sama2 betray! haha (tiade lah.saye tdk sekejam itu.tiade jodoh la maksudnya tuh)

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
i want to write using my right hand normally macam dulu2 =)

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
meow2 si putih leh kira x?

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
wat modal to get billions more!

5. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
i'm already in love with my bestgirlfriends.haha

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
umm.sampai dia dah x mau kat kite kot.hehe

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
x wat pape.kot?

9. What do you pray each day for your loved one?
diampunkan dosa,masuk al-jannah dan di bawah naungan rahmat-NYA. amin

10. What takes you down the fastest?
my writer's cramp.dulu2 masa belum tau pasal pnyakit ni bila x dpt nak tulis properly,tension juge.sian pen jd mangsa.tanye la my roomate,ikin.hehe

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
own career.hello dear..walaupun tangan ini bermasalah tetapi masih mampu la nak dapat degree in engineering..insyaallah.. =) (there's no turning back.i will not change my course la.n i'm not o.k.u!)

12. What do you really want at the moment of responding to this tag?
cepatlah sembuh (setiap hari bila bangun pagi kt kolej mesti sakit2 bdn.kat rumah x pulak.penat kot) =(

13. What you think about the person who tagged you is ?
melissa..gadis unik.kot =p ..hahaha..tiba2 teringat macam mana boleh dapat num golo mase kt tgb dulu.lawak2! =))

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
absolutely single n rich! ;P

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
snooze phone alarm.bukan off.sbb mst tdo blk.hehe

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
in a relationship.naah.kawin dulu la weyy baru bg~ ;P

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
fall in love with two people?tak mungkin.tak baek taw main kayu tiga.tapi kalau like at many people tuh i would choose semua.boleh??hehe

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
depends on the situation.usually forgive la.tapi forget tu kalau sangat3 horrible memang susah kot..

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
triplet.ade tak?hahahaha =)) (lawak semata-mata sekali lagi.tiada kena mengena dengan yang masih hidup mahupun yang telah meninggal dunia)

cepumas question :
20. Which part of your body that u feel sexy?
ouhh.tidak.seksi itu membahayakan hidup.di dunia mahupun akhirat~
=)

33 hearts

birthday wishes from FET girls
thank you girls!
hearts all of u!!
hatsu 33 girls

Trip to Cameron (2)

24 Oktober 2008

Bangun pagi.
kejut kawan-kawan.
sarapan pagi.siap2.
aduh.hujan renyai2 lagi.
tunggu berhenti sekejap.
baru turun bawah pergi dekat bas.
jadi mula lah trip kami....

1st kami pergi ke taman agro MARDI...
tengok bunga2...sayur2...
macam2 juga la...

with syeda yg hot hot hot!awek penang mari~hihi ;P


kawan-kawan classmate yang tersayang~


eyma pandang sane pulak eh!hehe


9 girls class F1 yang sangat disayangi! (berdiri dari kiri :aina,eyma,me,faeza,ana,nina)(duduk dari kiri : ashraf,sha,syeda)

teacher comey! (kat tengah2 pakai sweater merah)


bunga besar!!


sepasang dengan hafizam - putih-putih~oooppsss!! ;P



dengan girls kesayanganku! <33>

sejukk!!..hujan renyai ckit2..dah berhenti gerak gi tempat lain pulak...
singgah kat area kedai2 gifts..kat mana tah..dekat ngan brinchang kot..
hmm..tak tau nak beli apa...
sekali tengok2..ade beg cun lah pulak!
stripes colourful!
heee..amek satu!
then blikan sumthing for madi,wieda n syikin
then keluar la kedai..
kat depan kedai tu ada bunga2..
afif nak belikan bunga!
hmm..pilih la kaler putih..
putih kan means friendship forever.. so he gave me a bunch of white roses.
5 kuntum semuanya..
thx afif!
:)

then faisal memang nak belikan something for me..
dia bagi keychain.bintang apa tah.ana kate anjing..
comey sgt2!! furry abis!
so gantung kat bag rainbow yang baru beli tu...
thx faisal!
:)

then pergi pasar...
beli la strawberri yang mama pesan..
ok la jugak..3 pek = 1.5kg -rm20
time jalan2 ngan eyma...
jalan belakang sorang cina nih..
dari belakang nmpk mcm dukung budak..
skali die pusing belakang...tgk anjing!
terkejut kami dibuatnya!
dah la dia pakaikan anjing tuh baju..
hehehe...klaka2..
then hafizam tanya kami
"eh,muka aku ni nampak cina sangat ke"
-nape?
"sepanjang deret pasar ni sume penjual2 ni ckp bahasa cina dengan aku"
hahahaha.cian hmm
dia tu sabahan..org iban kalau tak salah..
tu yang nmpak kecinaan dia tuh!

then g kat bee farm.
tapi saye tak dibenarkan turun oleh kawan2 sebab nak kena turun bawah n penat..
so tunggu la kat meja area atas..
awe(oghe besut.name wan harfiz tp pggil we) ngan safwan temankan
sekali kawan2 lain habis jalan2..
tersemput-semput mereka.huhu.
selamat tak turun bwh tadi.

then transfer naek bas sekolah lama kaler kuning sbb nak tgk boh tea plantation n kilang dia..
boys buat lawak.kata kitorang leh jadi casts geng bas sekolah yang baru
hahaha..

scenery dia..subhanallah...lawa sangat!!
dak2 laki tanya saya tak bawak ke kain pashminar..kalau tak leh shooting cam hindustan!
haha.lawak la wey...

subhanallah..lawanye!!



BOH...UMMPHH!!



toilet unik menjadi lokasi penggambaran~


background ladang teh boh~ (like I said.syeda yg hot3! ;D)


gamba solo.hehe


awe ngan safwan memikirkan bisnes bayangan mereka~



eyma,sha n me.citarasa sama memilih teacino caramel~

then..lepak kat cafe tuh kejap..share butterlime cake ngan kawan2...minum air panas..teacino caramel...sangat soothing!!

then dah habis time..turun bawah bukit balik...naik bas kuning tuh...
naik blk bas kolej...
sementara tunggu teacher beli sayur..
hafizam (we call him hmmmm) bagi all the girls sekuntum white rose to each of us!
sweet~ :D
thx hmm!
:)

so..pergi pekan brinchang..solat n lunch..
then abalong datang ngan kak akila(gf dia)
so sampai sini sahaja..then tuka kenderaan..
naik kete abalong..pulang ke kl..
mereka pula bertolak pulang ke kolej..
huu.kalau saye join blk kedah balik mesti sakit la..
huhu..

sampai rumah dalam 11 malam..
join mama bual2 ngan kak akila jap..
then abalong hntar dia blk..
ni pics barang2 yg dibawa balik dari cameron~

beg rainbow!

'menatang' yang faisal bagi..comey! :D

white roses yang afif bagi! :D ..yang hafizam bagi dah letak kat living room

conclusion :
sayang classmates saya!!!
hatsuu!! <33
thanks for the memories guys!
F1 sayangs ~
faisal,shamsul,naeem,ezzre,james,we,afif,afiq,hmm,safwan,syabil
faeza,ashraf,nina,aina,ana,sha,syeda,eyma!
FRIENDS FOREVER! =)

masa jamuan raya.without me =( ..(msh mc kt umah time ni)

Trip to Cameron (1)

23 Oktober 2008

Lepas pulang dari kelas akademik...
Cepat2 rush pulang..
Terfikir juga tidak mahu lunch..sebab takut tak sempat..
Tapi kawan2 yang sgt prihatin ini memaksa juga.
"Fawani kan kalau nak cepat baik tak leh la miss makan"
baiklah..

rombongan ni rombongan kelas.
jadi dalam 18 orang students yang ikut..
terharulah dapat rakan-rakan seperti mereka.
barang2ku semua mereka tak bagi ku angkat.takut sakit semula.
huhu.
memang pun.semalam masa kelas english ada buat drama pendek..memang kelakar abis la..
tergelak aje.
akibatnya.kan parut operate sakit balik..lagipun penat juga tiap hari nak ke kelas..dah la bilik tingkat 3...lagi la letih...setiap hari bila bangun pagi,semakin hari semakin sakit badan..
ngehehee..takpe2..

maka dalam jam 2.30 petang bermulalah perjalanan kami..
wuhu.jalan kuala nerang - alor setar dah la mencabar..
jadi kena tahan aje la sakit sikit tuh..
sepanjang perjalanan..kawan-kawan begembira lah buat lawak kat dalam bas.
tapi kena control gelak.bahaye! nanti sakit.
huhu..
sampai cameron..
SEJUKK!!
kami menginap di apartment di tanah rata
sangat selesa!
cuma kena naik tangga.. n bas tak boleh masuk lorong tuh..
jadi agak penat la berjalan...

satu rumah untuk girls,satu rumah lagi untuk boys...
guru yang ikut..miss syafeeza
teacher english..
so malam tu..sampai..
lepas siap2 kan diri..sesi bbq..
boys la yang bakar ayam n sosej
girls masak nasi goreng
diorang ni..pakai baju selapis pun biasa aja..
org dah pakai sampai 3 lapis! tapi sejuk lagi!
tapi memang lepas operate hari tu makin tak tahan sejuk..

makan2..sekali hujan renyai2..
so diorang suruh saye masuk rumah balik..
rest..
memang dah tak tahan sejuk pun..
huhu..

masuk bilik..
cuba tidur tapi tak boleh.sejuk sangat.
jadi dok kat living room dulu.tengok tv.
kawan2 yang lain lepas makan2 mereka jalan2 kat area bawah.
sha tak join.sebab dia pun dah macam tak sedap badan.
jadi dia teman saya.
nampak sha dah tertido kat sofa.ajak dia tido dalam bilik...
baring kat katil..guling2..
tak dapat tido sebab sejuk sangat!!
kawan-kawan dah balik.
diorang tengok saya tak boleh tido
syeda bagi dia punya sweater.
jadi dah pakai 4 lapis la kiranya.
t-shirt 2 lapis,lpas tu coat,lepas tu sweater.stokin+gloves pun pakai.
n balut ngan kain selimut nipis..
n lepas tu comforter..
masih sejuk!!!
haish.mcm mana la nak pergi uk..
kawan2 pakai baju biasa tak rasa sejuk pun
rilek aja..

so disebabkan takleh tido..
lepak ngan diorang kejap..tengok tv..
zombie kampung pisang yang lawak tak betul tuh
hehe
sambil dipeluk kawan2..baru rasa selesa n tak berapa sejuk..
dah rasa ok sikit..
cuba la tido balik..
baru la boleh tido....

pulang ke rumah

aha.
baru semalam pulang ke rumah
dari cameron highland.
letih!
huhu.

tempoh hari..sejak lepas operate..berat badan memang turun juga..
ada la dalam beberapa kilogram..
bangun pagi tadi..
aduh..lupa bawa seluar slack
pakai sahajalah jeans yang lama..yang 5 tahun lalu..
sekali...aik??muat lagi???
longgar sikit pulak tuh!
haish.takkan tak naik2 gak berat
padahal kat kolej pun makan banyak juga..tak pernah miss lunch mahupun dinner..
berbanding dahulu, ku jarang sekali makan time dinner walaupun selalu main badminton atau basketball petang2..tu pun berat tak turun2 gak..

timbang kat scale.
ah.benar.
turun lagi 1 kg.
agak musykil juga
tapi takpe la.
tak payah diet la nampaknya.
ngehehehe...
doktor pun kata result specimen tempoh hari adalah benign - tidak cancerous.
so tidak apa2 lah kot...
huuuu......

sekarang pun..sejak operate tempoh hari..
kaki dan tangan makin cepat sejuk..peluh sejuk la
entah la..
macam2!

back to kedah

hue.
suda kembali ke kedah.
rindu same kawan2!!
wee
=D

huu..balik..ape lagi..
macam2 cerita la keluar..
tapi hari ni takde kelas..
sbb prof from university of queensland,australia datang.
nak promote uni beliau..
hmm...courses pun agak menarik gak..
ranking still top 100
tapi..tah la...
sbb target memang nak g uk kan..
klau australia tu...
huhu..
tgk la dulu..
tapi dak2 fet ni pun rmai yang tetap nak sheffield!
xtau la camne...

studies lak..
byk gak yang dah miss...
sume subjek dlm 1bab stengah la miss..
so nak kena kejar balik..
n untuk raya haji pulak...
leh cuti seminggu!
tapi..masalahnya..
kitorang pastu terus final exam!
huhu..
nampaknye maybe balik sehari tuh je then second day raya balik kolej dah kot..
yela..kalau dok kat rumah konfem tak study punye
final..pastu balik kl..n study kat kl pulak!
weee~~

aduh

semalam

BACKPAIN SAKIT SGT3!!!!
rase nak patah tulang aje

aduh.nak take a deep breath pun sakit
effect sebab operate aritu kot
mcm mana lah kalau kat kolej nanti

support

"wei~
cam parah jer...
klon aya eii...
huhu.. la tahzan ya~~
got to be strong n come ere..." - afif fet

"fawani!!!!!!!!!!!! kte sedih!!!!!!!!!!!
fawani jgn sedih ye!!!! tbhkn hati ea....
nk mintk kte tlong tulis ape2 bleh je..tp tidak bg buatkn hwork ea..hehehe" - faeza fet

"fawani...=(
sdeynyer dgr...
tp teha taw fawani kuat..=D
chayok2!!!badsyah2!!!
kalo ad pape ryak je kt teha...
teha sdia mbntu....
ble2 jer...=D
it's ur pleasure.." - teha fet

antara komen2 friendster daripada rakan2 kesayangan..
thanks for your supports!
hatsu <33>

kemajuan! =)

Laporan untuk hari ini.
hasil tulisan pada hari ini :

right hand

wah.3 ayat pertama tiada masalah! =)
tahniah2.hehe.
tetapi masuk ayat yang 6 dah mula penat jugak tulis..huhu

left hand

wah.tulisan menggunakan tangan kiri semakin maju juga!
tahniah2 =)
tapi.penat laa...hoho...
xpe2.
saya tak akan putus asa!
=)

tiba-tiba teringat kata-kata rakan2 :

"kalau tak stwong tuh bukan fawani la."
"saya tau fawani memang kuat"
"fawani tak pernah give up kan!"

ah.benar.
tidak boleh putus asa!
i'm stwong!
=)

pengajaran untuk hari ini

13 oktober 2008

bangun.yey.dah tak pening.
tapi sepanjang hari ni agak letih
tak tau nape.
kurang nutrien harian.kot.

hari ni first day exam pmr bagi kanak2 tingkatan 3.
imi abes exam dalam pukul 4 lebih.
mama masih kat ofis.mintak tolong saya g amek imi.
(aha.walaupun mengalami masalah tangan,tetapi major movements seperti mengawal stereng kereta masih tiada masalah yer)

maka ambil lah kunci kereta honda milik abalong.
kereta abalong before this tak pernah bawak lagi.
kereta gen2 milik abangah dah pernah la dulu.
nilam pun mau ikut.aduh.
maka bawalah kereta honda hitam abalong itu...

sampai la kat rumah...
imi dah keluar kereta dulu.
eh.nape bau getah ek??
erk?getah?alamak!jgn kate......aduh!
mahu tahu kenapa?
ahaha.tak turunkan handbrake!
bijak sungguh.
patut la masa bawak..nape la berat semacam aje..
rasenye kereta abalong nih lg ringan dr abangah punye.
tapi tdk ku pedulikan.
ah.maafkan saya cikgu nor (driving teacher)
saya telah lupa akan tunjuk ajarmu itu (T.T)

itulah.
lesen ade tapi tak bawak kereta.
bila tiba2 kena bawak kereta.
ngeh3.maaf yer wahai tuan empunya kereta.

minum petang.ah.angkat lah cawan pakai tangan kanan nak minum
aish.nape rasa lembik semacam aje nih.
kena tampung pakai tangan kiri.
efek suntikan tuh kot...

nasihat saya kepada rakan-rakan yang sudah ada lesen L mahupun P
ingatlah pesanan dan tunjuk ajar guru memandu anda.
hohoho.~

percubaan ketiga!

the third trial.

masuk line ke 4 dah rase penat...
huhu...
tulisan lari lg nmpknye~

percubaan kedua!

ini dia..
percubaan kedua untuk menulis!

this is using my right hand.
first and second line ok lagi...
masuk third dah lain macam..
then buat spiral...
bila nak buat the second inner circle aje die dah ter'corner' lbey2 pulak
then try buat huruf eeeeeee bersambung..
percubaan pertama bagus.
percubaan seterusnya...terbabas jua~
uhui.

TAGTAGTAG

ahh...diTAG sudah..

1. how old are you?
18 years old and 1 day! =)

2. are you single?
yes.kot.

3. in what age do you think you’ll get married?
not sure.yang pasti after graduate kot...

4. do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
wallahualam..

5. if not, who do you want to marry?
tak tawu~

6. do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional church wedding?
aha.mcm fauzan.nikah kat masjid..walimatulurus di rumah =)

7.your ideal motif????
nak semua kaler pink! ;p

8. where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
aha.dalam negara sahaja.pastu duit leh simpan untuk naik haji n umrah same2. =)

9. how many guests do you think you’ll invite?
sdare mare aje dah byk...kwn skola rndah,rkn2 mrsing,rkn2 fet...tak dapat nak kira lah

10. do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
simple aje kot.laen la kalau ade yang nak sponsor.haha.

11. do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own
um.due2? =p

12. how many layers of cake do you want to have?
xnak kek.nak pulut kuning.satu tingkat aje.boleh?

13. do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
simple place.rumah aje la.kalau hotel nanti sampai biler2 pn kawan2 semua taktau rumah kat mane.time kawen aje la diorang smngat datang.haha.

14. when do you want to get married, evening or morning?
ikut keadaan.tak kisah

15. you’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
both.tapi outdoor kena pasang khemah.paham2 aje la cuaca malaysia nih cmne....

16. do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
aha.nak2!nak suro budak2 n makcik2 buat tol bayaran kat pengantin laki macam stail johor..baru mencabar sikit!hahahaha

18. name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding?
nak pasang ke?

19. are you a morning person or a night person?
siang

20. do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
light

21. what age do you want to get married?
bukan atas tadi dah tanye ke??

22. describe your ideal husband/wife
tak payah bagitau la.dah kawen nanti u all tgk sendiri la =p

23. do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
pakai tangan!cara melayu la.

24. champagne or red wine?
dua2 tuh haram! ribena nak tak??kan anggur jugak tuh! =p

25. honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
after.
days after la.kemas2 la cket rumah tuh...takkan nak tinggal camtuh aje.

26. money or household item?
nak dua2 boleh??? ;P

27. who will pay for the bills?
tanggungjawab lelaki

28. are you ready for married life?
no.absolutely no.i'm juz turning 18 la~

29. do u think you will still be a virgin until u get married?
I will, insyaAllah :)

30. will u always be true to your wife/husband?
of course.berdosa kalau tak dengar cakap suami

31. how many kids do u like?
tak pkir lagi la.

32. a new house for a newly wed or an old one?
tak kisah

33. will u celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding
chocolate wedding takde??

34. what kind of cuisine would u like for ur wedding?
asek nasi minyak.nak buat nasi ambang+dessert tapai pulut mesti best kan?? =p

35. will u record ur honeymoon in a cd or dvd?~
yup.kot.

36. whose wedding plans would you like to know next? [tag]

-zaty nordin
-hidayah johari
-zhafri aizat
-incek ferdauz (hey pakcik.update la blog!bz jek)

latihan pertama~

huhu.
practise menulis.
jom belajar menulis!
=p
cuba praktis menulis pakai tangan kiri..
pastu test tangan kanan balik...
then kiri balik...
ni resultnya~

campuran tulis tangan kiri dan kanan.same aje!

huhu.
takpe.
i won't give up!!!
=)

gorgeous 18~

woke up in the morning.sebab gangguan bunyi sms.
ouh.banyak dah message masuk rupanya.

ahh..am i already 18???
aduh.dah tua juga!
takpe2...

mate kanan merah.bengkak cket.....
ala.tangan kanan lak kebas+sakit macam mane nak reply nih.
taip sms pakai tangan kiri.
wuhu.lepas ni kena belajar semua pakai tangan kiri la.hehe.

pagi.teman mama pergi openhouse fairview sekejap.
dekat aje.boleh la pergi.jalan kaki pun boleh jugak padahal
tapi dekat2 pn..naek kereta jugak..huhu

tengahari..mama n abah nak pergi jemputan laen...banyak!
takkan nak ikut pulak.
duduk la rumah...
disebabkan mama tak masak.
so abangah order pizza hut..
hauhau.

after lunch..
rest kejap..
aduh.sakit kepala belah kanan.
bukan pening,tapi sakit.
sbb sakit mate kot..
takpe....cuba tidur...
tidur sampai asar...
kak ida datang...tanya macam mana my condition..
everything's okay...
don't worry...

dah senja.dekat maghrib.
mama call.ajak pergi rumah kak jun yang memang kat seksyen 6 nih aje...
rase malas jugak..badan mcm penat..
so..pergi lah jugak.
semua tanye..macam mane..
ngan operation nyer..
ngan masalah tangan tuh...
huhu...

makan2.sekali mama bawak masuk kek.
nilam kecoh2."kek bday nilam!!" - katanya.
takpe la.biar la.
saje je buat kat sini terus sebab ramai kanak2
anak2 cousin semua.
alahai...dah tua eh aunty fara diorang nih!

choc moist walnut cake~

abang shah lit up the candles..the little kids can't wait to blow em!

aunty fara is surrounded by her nieces n nephew

nilam nak sangat potong kek!

thanks all!
then..before we leave the house..
abg shah tanya.
eh..tadi kak jun ade cerita...telinga masuk bateri eh??
ahahahaha.
then mama pun citer...
tuh la..abg shah kate tergelak jugak biler dengar.
lawak memang lawak.
ye la...masa kecik2 dulu la ni..
tapi hati2 la...
nilam pun sekarang dah takut nak main benda2 kecil.
nanti masuk telinga!
haha.

then balik...
singgah rumah aunty fauziah bt open house - depan rumah aje...
yep aunty! ni dia! orang paling jauh baru sampai ni!
(padahal rumah kat depan aje)
hahahaha...

then...same...semua tanya macam mana..
okey aje..
dan cerita tentang bateri itu tersebar lagi...
hahahaha...

bateri oh bateri~

last day

today is the

LAST DAY OF MY sweet 17!

Sometimes....

Sometimes.....
Allah breaks our spirit to save our soul

Sometimes....
Allah breaks our heart to make us whole

Sometimes.....
Allah allows PAIN to make us STRONGER

Sometimes....
Allah sends us failure so we can be humble

Sometimes.....
Allah allows ILLNESS so we can take better care of ourselves

Sometimes.....
Allah takes everything away from us so we can learn the value of everything Allah gave us

Make plans but understand that we live by Allah's grace...

(thanks to the person who gave me this message! )

Visit to Prince Court Medical Centre (2)

9th October 2008

hari ini dua perkara menarik telah berlaku

1.Saya telah hidup bersama sebutir bateri kecil di dalam telinga selama 15tahun.

2.Saya telah diberikan suntikan botox sebanyak 4 kali di lengan



Believe it or not????


Macam ni la ceritanya.......

Appointment with dr.hamidon pukul 2.30petang.
So dah sampai.
Tunggu turn.
Kenapa lama pulak ni?
Akak assistant doc tuh datang...
"tengah tunggu ubat yer,ubat belum sampai"

Few minutes later...
dr hamidon came.
"hai fara...so macam mana?"
- oh.ok sahaje.
"macam ni.kita masuk bilik saya dulu la.nak mark area untuk inject tuh."
-ok..

so...pergi la...
then doc detect certain parts kat lengan..
otot2 yang control jari..
mark 'X' pakai pen.
huishh...4 tempat tuh!
erk.
tunggu then tunggu..
bual2 dgn doc
skali...ubat botox abes pulak...so kne tunggu stok baru...
sebab the last stock ade doc laen guna for cosmetic.
ceh..bkn maen eh...

so..sementara tunggu...
met dr.kuljit first (E.N.T)
masuk2.
erm.
macam tempat dentist aje..
ade kerusi macam tu..
so..mule la proses mengembare ke dalam ear canal.
ngeh3...
doc pakai optic camera so dapat tengok la dkt skrin...
tapi x mau tengok!takut!
dah bersihkan...then nampak la..
memang mcm metal....
so doc cuba sedut..
ergh..bsingnye bunyi..tahan je la..
terasa angin sampai kat mate!
hahaha...

kejap kene sedut..kejap pakai pnyepit..
erk..tak sakit sangat..leh tahan je la..
tapi ttp tak mau tgk skrin tuh.
hahaha..

alhamdulillah..setelah 20minit bertungkus lumus,akhirnya berjaya jugak keluar...
ape benda nih????

Objek apakah ini?bateri kot...(ni dah di zoom la )saiz sebenar dalam 3-4mm

Oh.dr kuljit kata maybe benda ni termasuk since kecik2 dulu la...
maybe dalam 15tahun yang lalu??
nampaknya...saya sudah hidup lebih 15tahun bersama bateri ini????
huiyo.
tapi..selamat benda ni tak effect eardrum...klau dah sampai...huuu..
yang risau takut2 kalau lead...
nanti boleh ade effect...
yg pelik nya...mmg tak ade ape2 symptom pun..
so...the artifact was sent to the lab for some tests...
hopefully takde apa2 la..
huhu...

so..just in time to go back to dr hamidon's room for the botox injection..
kecil aje botol botox tu...
tapi satu botol rm1000 woo!!!
ckup untuk dua syringe. aje padahal..
tapi for cosmetics use tuh die pakai dos sikit aje...
dalam satu botol boleh pakai banyak kali..
but for me...
sebab untuk otot kat lengan..
so dosage lagi banyak la..

erk.tak mau tgk!
4 cucuk sekali jalan.
sakit tuh memang la..
tapi sikit aje..
agaknye sebab dah biase kot aritu dah banyak kali kena inject
kira-kira dalam bulan ni dah lebih 10 injections...
specialist dah dalam 6 org dr pakar (since the operation)
and 4 cases in 1 month...
just sekarang the botox will take effect in 2-3days...
so harap2 la reaction +ve...
=)
so the next appointment will be in january next year.....

begitulah ceritanya......

Visit to Prince Court Medical Centre (1)

8th October 2008


Today I have an appointment with the neurologist, Dr Julia Shahnaz, to diagnose the cause of deterioration of my writing.
However,the appointment was rearranged because Dr Julia couldn't make it due to her car broke down.
So the appointment was changed to 3pm with Dr Hj Hamidon.

Masuk2 aje.kat dalam Prince Court Medical Centre
"E eh...mcm hotel la!" - kata nilam
haha.ape2 je la bdk ni.

So went to the specialist room.
Bagi doc referral letter
Then cerita2 kat doc
Then tunjuk la my writing yang dulu2 dengan sekarang (to see the difference)
Then kena tulis.Sambil tu doc examine.
Then kena test yang ketuk2 tuh.
Test strength of the hand.
Semua,dari grip,hold,push,pull.
Then doc tanya ada masalah laen tak setakat ni selain ini.
Nope - *geleng kepala*
Ok.
So doc pn bagitau.
I have a problem called task performing focal dystonia
atau dipanggil writer's cramp.

Writer's cramp

The so-called ”occupation” cramps are a form of focal dystonia. Writer’s cramp is a pure action dystonia in which abnormal tension or posturing develops in the hand only during the act of writing. Immediately upon cessation of writing, the spasm disappears. Thus, a delicate motor skill, perfected by years of practice and performed almost automatically, suddenly comes to require a conscious and laboured effort for its execution.

This condition was originally considered as psychiatric in origin, and was even classed as an “occupational neuroses”. Careful clinical analysis does not bear this out – and today patients can carry the diagnosis without any stigma attached to it.

Who are the victims?

This disorder begins in adult life and men and women are equally affected, most often between the ages of 20 and 50 years. It frequently affects persons who write a great deal as part of their work. Frequently the patients do not have any other neurological abnormalities, and psychological inventories not reveal a higher incidence of psychiatric illness than in the normal population. In 5%of the cases the condition is familiar, and another 5% of patients give a history of trauma to the affected arm preceding the onset of Writers' Cramp.

What happens?

The initial symptoms may include only clumsiness or sloppy writing, with discomfort rarely prominent. When the patient attempts to write, all the muscles of the thumb and fingers go into spasm, resulting in an abnormal posture of the fingers, hand and arm. Manipulation of the pen is slow and clumsy and fluidity of hand movement is lost. To continue writing, the patient exerts greater force. The end result is poorly legible script.

If this spasm is prolonged it may be painful and spread into the forearm or even the shoulder. Sometimes the spasm fragments into a tremor. Some patients complain of weakness, especially if the fingers splay away from the direction in which they were intended to go.

Although the disturbance in Writers' Cramp is usually limited to the specific act of writing, it may involve other equally demanding manual tasks. A few of the younger patients also develop Spasmodic Torticollis at a later date.

The general absence of pain and the presence of abnormal postures distinguish this condition from the more common painful “overuse syndromes”.

Why does this happen?

We are not sure, the nature of this condition being quite obscure! Normally, writing is accomplished by alternating activity in the flexors and extensors of the forearm. Electrophysiological studies prove that in patients with Writer's Cramp there is co-contraction in agonist-antagonist muscle pairs in the forearm – that means that flexors and extensors of the arm contract simultaneously. This finding suggests a disorder of reciprocal inhibition between the muscles of the forearms. There is no evidence of any structural brain or spinal cord disease. The role of the basal ganglia in this condition is not yet fully understood.

Is there any hope?

Spontaneous remission of this condition is rare, and the treatment is difficult.

Hypnosis and other forms of psychiatric-treatment are usually without effect (if not being a psychiatric condition!)

Learning to write with the opposite hand may help, but it takes about 6 – 12 months to learn a fluent script, and there is a 25% chance that this non-dominant hand will become afflicted with the same problem.

Writing aids have been popular, but used with mixed results. Sometimes the use of a very thick pen (constructed by an enthusiastic Occupational Therapist) held in the palm of the hand (to eliminate the need for fine finger movement) may help.

Drug treatment with anticholinergics and dopamine agonists has been disappointing, but few anecdotal reports may make an empiric trail worthwhile.

Botulinum toxin injections can effectively reduce the spasms in the forearm muscles. If the most dominant muscle is identified by needle EMG and injected, only a limited degree of weakness (If any) may be experienced, with stability to the hand while writing. Patients are usually very grateful for the relief of these uncomfortable spasms.

For the treatment,until now,botox can reduce the problem,however,it only lasts for about 4-5 months,so it would be a lifetime treatment,and it is not 100% guarantee. The probability that it can be effective is about 50%,while the effectiveness is only about 20-30% if it is effective.Certain people have good results,but some people will have bad results by having this treatment.Right now actually there is no actual cure for this disease at this moment.




Ok..after done semua tests tuh..
Doc kata kena scan MRI (brain scan)
sebab takut2 kalau ada apa2 problem in the brain
So pergi la....

Huiyo.Canggih2.
hehe.jakun sungguh.almaklumlah baru first time.
Tapi before that semua benda2 besi kat badan kena remove.
Sebab the scanner tak boleh dapatkan image brain if ada besi - gangguan
So baring la kat katil machine tuh.
Erk.Aduh.Nape sakit dalam telinga ni?Macam ada benda aje.
Then dia bagi headphone - untuk dengar music and listen instruction yang dia bagi.(macam countdown nak tangkap the image)
Dah pakai headphone,kurang la sikit sakit...

Tengah dengar lagu Love Like This
Then dia bagi instruction.
"The blablabla will start in 10 seconds"
Relax sahaja.
Tapi.Tibe2 dia kuarkan balik guey.
Bukak headphone
Erk.sakitnya telinga knn!

That H.A tanya
Check ade metal tak?Ade pakai subang x?
*geleng kepala*
Ade pernah accident tak?Pernah ada surgery kat area belah kanan tak?
*geleng kepala*
"Tapikan,It was really painful in my right ear".
Then dia suruh tunggu sekejap.
Check balik dlm imaging room
Try la baring balik.
Erk.sakit.mcm ade benda dalam telinga yang tertarik
Duduk balik.
Erk.Sakit.benda dalam telinga pun macam ikut aje.
So turun dulu..dduk kat changing room.

Then yang specialist in radiology datang...doc tuh tanya
Ada dental x?
- ada,tapi belah kiri..aaaaa(sambil nganga tunjuk dental tu)

Then dia check muka.Die tengok belah kanan is slightly bengkak than kiri.
Tp I said
-doc,tuh mmg nature.rahang kanan saya mmg besar sikit

Oh.ok.Then die pergi call dr.hamidon.
Ask what to do.
Nampaknya kena buat x ray dulu la sebab nak tengok ada benda ke tak..

Ok.Fara,now we have to do an x ray on your skull
-Why?
Because there might be an artifact or something in your right part of head.Come,I'll show you.
Die bawak masuk dalam imaging room.
Erk.a ah la...area sebelah kanan bwh otak memang takde image.sebab ade gangguan tu la.
Come,we go for an x ray dulu la yer.

Dah x-ray.
Image dah produce.
Surprisingly!

foreign particle(in the circle)

Dr Sumithra(radiologist) showed us the image.
She said itu memang benda.
and it might be metal since it disturbs MRI scanner.
agagaga.muncul benda lain pula!

Dr Hamidon dah turun kat area radiology.
Dia kata dia dah call the Otorhinolaryngology or Ear,Nose and Throat specialist (E.N.T)
Then Dr Hamidon pergi la tengok image brain...from MRI tuh

Since I'm using the my right hand,so the brain that controls it is the left part of brain.
And since the image of left area dapat nampak,so doc boleh check la...
Alhamdulillah...tak ada apa2 kat part brain yang control writing.

So Dr. Hamidon kata memang writer's cramp la tu..so..dia tanya nak try tak treatment botox tu?
-tak kisah
Kalau tak mau nanti dia boleh bagi my mom pakai.
-haha.tak payah la.boleh la try kot

Since dah lewat petang,so treatment buat esok la.
Tunggu la Dr Kuljit (E.N.T)
Sambil2 tuh bual2 la.

"Eee...farah ni macam2 yer.Hari tu dah kena...Hari ni check untuk lain tapi terjumpa skali benda lain yer" - Dr Hamidon
- Tuh la...mcm2 la. *geleng kepala*
"tapi yang musykil sebab tak tau bila n benda ape tuh" - Dr Hamidon
"tuh la..before this mmg tak pernah accident pun" - mama
"tuh la...tah2 alien kot...pasang microchip kat situ!" Dr hamidon
Hahaha.smpat lagi buat lawak.hihi~

Then Dr Kuljit came.
Die tengok x-ray tu..
Then he met me.Dia kate nak check tepi.
Than dia tekan2 kat area rahang dekat dengan telinga.
Kemungkinan2 kedudukan benda tu...
Then buat side x-ray pulak....

foreign particle (in red circle) yang bulat putih bawah tu cuma flash camera ya.

ahahaha.
klau based on the image...
dari pandangan hadapan n sisi..
mcm bentuk pil tablet

tapi ape benda ni yer????
Yang pasti memang metal sebab benda nih effect mri.
n mase kat machine mri tuh,telinga rasa sakit due to presence of electromagnetic...so benda tu maybe tertarik...
And in normal condition....tak rasa sakit pun...sbb statik aje

-So..how's it doc?
Apa2 pn we have to know what is it and have to remove it.Sebab besi...kita tak tahu kalau2 dah rust atau nanti takut ade corrosion kan...and takut dia masuk dalam blood vessel
erk.kecil2 cili padi! huhu

Since dah ptg...so further examination sambung esok...

So dr hamidon bagi surat kebenaran.Untuk my lecturers.

To whom it may concern.
This letter is to certify that the above named is currently under my follow up for writer's cramp.This condition is a form of task specific focal dystonia causing progressive deterioration of writing function. Brain MRI was done showed normal structures at the right hand region (incidental right metallic object right/internal auditory meatus). Thus far,there is no actual cure for this condition.Therefore I strongly suggest that she will be allowed to take her exams by other means possible than using handwriting(eg. using computers).
thank you.

wawawa.camne nak amek exam pakai computer niyh??
huhu...

-to be continued-

haha

edboard's graphic unit 07

haha.
fauzan.ingat tak time nih??
lawak deh.
hehehe

help me!

okay.
actually.
I have difficulties in writing.
Since a year ago.After the trial exams.
But now it's getting WORSE!
The images below show the differences.before and after.

early2007

___________________________________________

2008

yeah.it gets really sloppy..it feels hard to grip the pen..uneven styles of holding the pen..feeling pain when writing..uneven letters..cannot write straight n neatly...unable to control the hand..and i would write very slow..(bout 10 minutes for only five lines!)(one page(1mukasurat)?bout 1 hour or sometimes more than that!)

and one day before the spm exam
i'm only practising my writing back!
(macam budak tadika balik)


and what i got from the internet is : -

A mixture of upper/lower case letters, irregular letter sizes and shapes, unfinished letters, struggle to use writing as a communications tool, odd writing grip, many spelling mistakes (sometimes), pain when writing, decreased or increased speed of writing and copying, talks to self while writing, muscle spasms in the arm and shoulder (sometimes in the rest of the body), inability to flex (sometimes move) the arm (creating an L like shape), and general illegibility. Reluctance or refusal to complete writing tasks. - symptoms of dys*******

Hence, with right hemisphere lesions, particularly right temporal-parietal injuries, words and letters will not be properly formed and aligned even when copying. Patients may have difficulty writing sentences in a straight line, and/or letters may be slanted at abnormal angles. In some cases the writing may be reduced to an illigible scrawl. .

same kan??

"OUCH!"

and I have done some research on the net...
and there are about 15diseases which have this symptom..whether it is about nerves or muscle
(just now i remembered.i had some muscle injuries on both arms time archery last year)
a ah la...
so what actually is it??
help me (T.T)
yela2..i should do a checkup kn..
huhu..ok la..~
huu..

mood : tensioN!

aaaargghhhh!!!!
BENCI!BENCI!

tolonglah.kepada rakan2ku yang bakal menjadi doktor,sila lah selami perasaan pesakit anda ya.saya harap sangat!

benar,saya sudah sangat trauma

missing someone

currently : missing someone <33

name : nur azia azilah bt abdullah
age : 19
locatian : kuantan,pahang
relation : it's complicated (lol.just joking..cousin la)

yeap.we only have a chance to meet during raya at kampung in kelantan.
but..this year..nooo!!! (T.T)
we're very close since kiddies.
she's my sister.we shared everything! (yeah.girls stuff.makeover.gossips and even cooking!)
aww..
miss her sooooo much! <33